Friday, August 16, 2013

Finding Sheba

Finding ShebaFinding Sheba by H.B. Moore An ancient legend is reborn . . . One that might prove the Bible false. For centuries, historians have theorized the Queen of Sheba as only a seductive legend, and scholars have debated over the legitimacy of King David or King Solomon. When undercover Israeli agent, Omar Zagouri, stumbles onto a tomb in Northern Jerusalem he unknowingly finds the final clue that threatens to overthrow government claim to the Holy Land, pits wealthy collectors against one another, and sends ruthless archaeologists scrambling to find the queen’s secret burial place. An assassination attempt on the Coptic Pope, His Holiness, Patriarch Stephanus II, is only the first in the chain of lethal crimes. Omar must find a way to prevent the greatest discovery of the century from becoming the most deadly.



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heather mooreAuthor Heather B. Moore Heather B. Moore is the award-winning author of ten novels, two inspirational non-fiction books, and two anthologies, including The Newport Ladies Book Club Series, A Timeless Romance Anthology, and Christ’s Gifts to Women (co-authored by Angela Eschler). Her historical fiction is published under the pen name H.B. Moore. She is the two-time recipient of Best of State in Literary Fiction, two-time Whitney Award Winner, and two-time Golden Quill Winner for Best Novel. Her most recent historical novel under H.B. Moore is Daughters of Jared (2012 LUW Gold Award of Excellence & 2012 LUW Best Book Trailer).

 

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Thursday, August 15, 2013

Utah Book Month



As part of Utah Book Month, I was interviewed by Utah author T. Lynn Adams, who wrote Tombs of Terror, The Lost Curse, and Lair of the Serpent. You can read more about her books by clicking on the titles. You can read her interview of me here. Thanks to T. Lynn for sharing her blog space with me today!


Fairytales and Happiness

Yesterday was a bit of a drag due to some things going on in my life when voila, out of the blue I get a message on Facebook from Valerie at One Reader's Ramblings telling me she'd reviewed Enchanted Fairytales. And what a review! Completely turned my day around and gave me the happy's (yes, I know it's not a word). So thank you, thank you, thank you Valerie!

You can read her review at her site here, or just read it below!


Once Upon a Time, in a land far away, is the beginning of many stories that we now know as Fairytales.  These are stories passed down through the centuries.  They have been adapted through the ages from oral tradition to written works by numerous sources.  Some of the most well-known names  begin with Charles Perrault’s Mother Goose Tales, then came the Brothers Grimm’s Children’s and Household Tales, and then eventually this type of story was called “fairy-tales” by Hans Christian Anderson.  

In modern days we have come to equate Disney with Fairytales despite their loose interpretations of the stories told though the ages.  But even Disney still had a formula for the tales told long ago and far away.

So what happens to those same stories when you take out the “long ago” and “far away” aspect?  Why you get some pretty modern, hip stories that make you fall in love with Fairytales all over again.  That’s what Cindy C. Bennett has done in her Enchanted Fairytales.  She has once again re-invented the time tested stories and told them is a completely charming and yet utterly modern way.

So what do you get when Beauty puts on her ripped blue jeans and is blackmailed into spending time with a horribly disfigured young man? Why only the greatest re-telling of Beauty and the Beast ever!

And then there is Ruby with her flaming red hair that earns her an only too familiar nickname.  And the wolf?  Well, I don’t want to ruin the surprise, but just let me tell you… you’ll fall in love with this feisty young woman. 

I know Snow White has been re-told a thousand times lately, but this time it has soul.  None of the whole “meet one time and then a kiss to awaken her.”  They actually spend time together and the love is genuine. 

And who could forget Cinderella?  Only one stepsister this time, but isn’t it great to have a “prince” who doesn’t forget the face of the women he fell madly in love with and have to use a shoe to find her?!  Once again the romance is genuine because of the time they spend getting to know each other.

White Swan is the one story that I really don’t know much about and have even had a hard time tracking down a source.  It would seem that the Russian ballet, Swan Lake is the most closely related to this story, but I do not know that much about it.  What I do know is that Bennett’s story captured my interest completely.  I loved the tale of the sisters who turn into swans by day and how they must find a way to break the curse.    

Some of these stories hold a bit of magic, but not in the way the books I typically read do.  These short stories are truly Fairytales and their enchantment holds true even 200 years after the Grimm brothers put them to paper.  Thank you Cindy Bennett for making such classics relevant for today.

Monday, August 12, 2013

Utah Book Month Giveaway

In honor of Utah Book Month, I'm giving away eCopies of my 2 latest releases,  Whispers of Razari and The Experiment. This is a super easy giveaway, all you have to do is sign into Rafflecopter below and you're entered. There are a couple of other options also to give you more chances to win!

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When sixteen year old Olivia Adams wakes from a horrible car accident that killed her parents, she knows she’s something different. Olivia died, and now the soul inhabiting her body needs to find out who - and what - she is. A glimpse of a world called Razari burning is the only clue to her previous existence—a tragic memory, sparking events that endanger the people helping her.

Jacobi McKenzie has lived in Crescent, Montana for more years than he can remember, even though he's only seventeen. He's been waiting, but for what he isn't sure. Jacobi recognizes Olivia for what she is before she's even aware of it herself and the effect she has on him threatens to expose his true identity--a thing he’s worked hard to conceal.

They come together in an explosion of emotion that neither of them is supposed to feel. As Jacobi fights for Olivia's life, protecting her from those who would use her for their own selfish purposes, together they unravel the mystery surrounding the destruction of their race.

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Time is running out for the Collaborative's oppressive rule of the remote world Senca One. The government attempts to suppress the escalating riots, even while seeking to further their experiments. When their parents are taken, triplets Juliet, Cilla, and Emiah Tripp set out to locate them, and soon discover they are at the center of a hunt to capture them.

Evading the Collaborative across Seneca One’s harsh terrain, they’re confronted with the trials of survival. They also discover something that changes the very core of what they are: they’re morphs. Struggling to adapt to the strange new ability, they question what they really are . . . and why. Are the rumors of experiments done on children true? Did their scientist parents have anything to do with it?

Their quest brings them to the capitol city of Brighton, which is on the verge of revolt. While searching for information about their parents, the Tripps align themselves with the very people fueling the rebellion. They unwittingly spark the revolution they want no part of and discover something more dangerous than they suspected.

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Saturday, August 10, 2013

Indie Author Series: Giveaways - Tips & Techniques

Plus, Enter Below to Win!

For this week's Indie Author Series, we're writing about our personal tips for having successful giveaways. In honor of this post, there's also a big giveaway of some of the books of Indie Author Series' authors. You can enter using the Rafflecopter at the end of this post.

If you're an author (or a blogger for that matter) doing a giveaway, here are a few things that have worked for me.

1. Keep it Simple I think when people come to your blog to enter a giveaway, they don't want to spend a ton of time doing it. One of the great things about Rafflecopter is the ability to simplify it for your readers. If they only have to click a single button to either follow someone via Twitter or Facebook, they're more likely to do so than if they have to leave your site to do something on a different site for that entry.

2. Blog Hops Blog hops are a great way to do a giveaway because you're tied to a bunch of other blogs who are helping to cross-promote the giveaway.  They enter your giveaway, then click on the linky list (like the one below) to hop to the next blog for the chance to win more prizes.

3. Make the Prize a Good One Followers of book blogs and authors are probably readers, so why not give away the thing they love: books! Or even a gift card to Amazon, or the Book Depository, or Smashwords, or wherever else they can purchase a book of their choice.

4. Don't Do Giveaways Too Often For me, at least, and I suspect for a lot of authors, we love to give things away. We love to keeps our readers, fans, and followers happy. But I think there's such thing as too much of a good thing. If you're constantly giving things away, particularly if you're constantly giving away your own book, pretty soon interest will wane because they know another giveaway is coming up soon. Also, as much as I love writing, I do need to make a little money on it to support my habit (my habit being writing). Readers won't be as inspired to purchase a book that they always see being given away because they'll just wait, enter, and hope they win.

5. Use Goodreads for a Giveaway Goodreads is an excellent place to do a giveaway. Tons of people enter giveaways on there, and it's a great way to expose your title, cover, and name to a lot of people in one place. Last I knew, your giveaway can't be an eBook, it has to be a physical book.

I'd be curious to know from you what really works for you when you see a giveaway, or what will turn you off of a giveaway.

Now, enter below to win some prizes donated by some amazing authors, then visit other Indie Author Series authors by clicking on the link at the bottom.

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1.Laura A. H. Elliott2.Bryna Butler, author Midnight Guardian series
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Friday, August 9, 2013

Friday Five: Colors

Welcome to this week’s Friday Five. If you haven’t been here before, this is nothing more than my random rambling about something that interests me, with a list of five, in no particular order. This week’s list is five colors I like. Hope you enjoy!


Pink: Pink has always been my favorite color. Not to the point of obsession, or anything, I’m just attracted to the color for some reason. Probably my romantic nature rearing its head.


Purple: Purple is a great color, both on its own and when combined with either pink or green. To me, purple is the color of passion. When I saw the cover for Rapunzel Untangled and they had used purple for the theme, I was pretty happy. It’s a great color.


Yellow: Yellow seems to represent happiness. It’s just a bright, sun-shiny color that makes me happy.


Coral: I’ve found myself gravitating toward coral colored clothes lately. Just something about the color is so pretty and romantic looking to me.



Green: Green is the color of life. I love it in the summer when the mountains are green, grass is green, and trees are filled with green leaves. I didn’t realize how much green I wear until my kids pointed it out. Guess that confirms it as one of my fave colors.

What color makes you happy?

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Indie Author Series: Spotlighting Melika Lux

Author Bio:
I have been an author since the age of fourteen and write Young/New Adult historical romance, suspense, supernatural/paranormal thrillers, fantasy, sci-fi, short stories, novellas—you name it, I write it! I am also a classically trained soprano/violinist/pianist and have been performing since the age of three. Additionally, I hold a BA in Management and an MBA in Marketing.
If I had not decided to become a writer, I would have become a marine biologist, but after countless years spent watching Shark Week, I realized I am very attached to my arms and legs and would rather write sharks into my stories than get up close and personal with those toothy wonders.

What would you risk for the love of a stranger?
Ilyse Charpentier, a beautiful young chanteuse, is the diva of the 1894 Parisian cabaret scene by night and the unwilling obsession of her patron, Count Sergei Rakmanovich, at every other waking moment.
Though it has always been her secret desire, Ilyse’s life as “La Petite Coquette” of the Paris stage has turned out to be anything but the glamorous existence she had dreamt of as a girl. As a young woman, Ilyse has already suffered tragedy and become estranged from her beloved brother, Maurice, who blames her for allowing the Count to drive them apart.
Unhappy and alone, Ilyse forces herself to banish all thoughts of independence until the night Ian McCarthy waltzes into her life. Immediately taken with the bold, young, British expatriate, Ilyse knows it is time to choose:  will she break free and follow her heart or will she remain a slave to her patron’s jealous wrath for the rest of her life?

City of Lights: The Trials and Triumphs of Ilyse Charpentier Book Trailer:
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Corcitura Summary/Blurb:
Corcitura.  Some call it hybrid, others half-blood, mongrel, beast.  They are all names for the same thing:  vampire—the created progeny of the half-wolf, half-vampire, barb-tongued Grecian Vrykolakas, and the suave but equally vicious Russian Upyr.  Corcitura:  this is what happens when a man is attacked by two vampires of differing species.  He becomes an entirely new breed—ruthless, deadly, unstoppable…almost.
London, 1888:  Eric Bradburry and Stefan Ratliff, best friends since childhood, have finally succeeded in convincing their parents to send them on a Grand Tour of the Continent.  It will be the adventure of a lifetime for the two eighteen-year-old Englishmen, but almost from the moment they set foot on French soil, Eric senses a change in Stefan, a change that is intensified when they cross paths with the enigmatic Vladec Salei and his traveling companions:  Leonora Bianchetti, a woman who fascinates Eric for reasons he does not understand, and the bewitching Augustin and Sorina Boroi—siblings, opera impresarios, and wielders of an alarming power that nearly drives Eric mad.
Unable to resist the pull of their new friends, Eric and Stefan walk into a trap that has been waiting to be sprung for more than five hundred years—and Stefan is the catalyst.  Terrified by the transformation his friend is undergoing, Eric knows he must get Stefan away from Vladec Salei and Constantinos, the rabid, blood-crazed Vrykolakas, before Stefan is changed beyond recognition.  But after witnessing a horrific scene in a shadowed courtyard in Eastern Europe, Eric’s worst fears are confirmed.
Six years removed from the terror he experienced at the hands of Salei and Constantinos, Eric finally believes he has escaped his past.  But once marked, forever marked, as he painfully begins to understand.  He has kept company with vampires, and now they have returned to claim him for their own.

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Spotlight Interview Questions:

1) What is your all-time favorite book and why?

David Copperfield. I read this book close to sixteen years ago and can still quote passages and remember scenes vividly. All the suffering and hardships this young 19th century Englishman endured and all the mistakes he made in love and in life transcended the ages and became so relevant to me, a preteen living in the United States in the 20th century. That is truly a testament to the genius of Charles Dickens. It is also what I think makes a book a classic—its timelessness. 

2) Is there an author you could be compared to or popular fictional characters your book's characters could relate to and why?

The characters of City of Lights: The Trials and Triumphs of Ilyse Charpentier would empathize with any young people who have ever felt like they were being caged, denied the chance to live out their dreams, or achieve happiness and love. Since there is a healthy dash of sibling conflict in the book between Ilyse and Maurice, anyone who has had to deal with a bitter or impossible brother or sister would relate well to the characters, too. The villains would likely get along with anyone who has insane control issues and can’t stand seeing other people happy! ;)

As for the characters of Corcitura…calling all fictional people who have ever had to match wits and do battle against vampires! Apart from that, Corcitura’s characters would truly be kindred spirits with anyone—fictional or otherwise—who has faced something unknown and terrifying and has been forced to adjust quickly in order to stay sane and, in some cases, survive. I’ve had readers of all ages and walks of life tell me they can relate to the characters, but since the main ones are young and go through some growing pains in a rather dramatic set of circumstances, I would say older teens and young adults would relate best to them, since they are also trying to find their way in the world. When it comes to Eric, Madelaine, and Zigmund (my three narrators), if you’ve ever felt betrayed and realized that the people you think are your best friends, those you have trusted for practically your whole life, turn out to have been wearing a mask and are nothing like what they truly are—then you and these three characters will have a lot in common.

I always like people to go into my novels not having another author’s writing style in mind. I want readers to love my writing for its own merits and let the story and characters speak to them and touch them in their own special way, without any preconceived comparisons. Hopefully, people will feel my novels are like nothing they’ve ever read before. In the best sense possible, of course. ;)

3) Can you give us your favorite quote from one of your books and explain it?

I have a lot of favorite quotes from Corcitura, but one of my favorite snippets is actually a small bit of character interaction:

“Tell me, Eric,” he said, licking a droplet from the corner of his mouth. “Have you ever tasted blood?”
My mouth was so dry I could barely find the voice to answer him. “What an odd question…”
“But a valid one. Well, have you?”
“I’ve cut my lip before, so yes, I suppose I have tasted blood, but…”
“Not your own, you foolish boy.” He let out a short, derisive laugh and leaned in so that he was only a few inches from my face. “I mean the blood of another.”
“Good God, Stefan, of course not!”
“Pity…”

This mini-scene was in my mind about three or four years before I began writing the book. It is really the “Ah ha!” moment of the first half of the novel, the climax as Eric realizes that there is no logical explanation for what he’s been trying to deny. Everything he’s witnessed with his own eyes has turned out to be one hundred times worse than anything he could have imagined. I ended up writing this scene first and then working my way back from it because it served as the springboard for quite a bit of the story arc and helped me tie several plot points together for the rest of the book. I also happen to think it’s a deliciously horrifying and creepy way for someone who has not been deemed worthy of induction into the ranks of the undead to be exposed to the reality of a vampire’s thirst for blood, but, of course, I might be a bit biased in that assessment. ;)

4) What types of things/people/music inspire you and make you want to keep writing?

I have always drawn a tremendous amount of inspiration from music and artwork, especially the paintings of the Pre-Raphaelites, which have inspired scenes, characters, and whole story arcs in my fantasy duology.

Movie soundtracks and epic music really fuel my creativity, too. Currently, for the dystopian/fantasy novel I started working on again after dropping it when school and life intervened more than a decade ago (I was 14 and it was my first novel), I keep epic music/soundtracks looping at a low volume in my ear buds. It really spurs my imagination and helps when trying to strike the right mood in battle and intense scenes, especially when there are “creatures” involved. And that’s all I can say about some of the beasts of my dystopian world without giving the entire game away. Just keep in mind that I used to want to be a marine biologist, so you’ll probably be able to figure out what kind of creatures they are descended from.

Writing something fresh and new and exciting, with characters you would want to know in real life and villains you absolutely would not; creating worlds you can lose yourself in and stories you’ll remember long after the last page has been read. All these things motivate me and keep me excited about getting to work each and every day. Writing is as much a part of my existence as the air I breathe. I cannot imagine life without it. There is also the fact that my characters are very insistent and want their stories told NOW! So how would I have a moment’s peace if I ignored them? ;)

5) Describe your typical writing day or week.

I try to carve out writing time at least every day. Sometimes, I’ll have a span of maybe four or five hours in the evening, and sometimes weekends are totally devoted to writing. It depends on family obligations and other things that are going on, those so-called “life interruptions” that can be so detrimental to letting the muse have its day!

6) Is there a food or drink you have to have when you're writing?

I like to keep a glass of ice water near me at all times when I write. I also like to take cheese breaks. Give me a handful of Jarlsberg and I can write for hours.

7) Can you tell us what you're working on right now (& possibly provide an excerpt & cover)?

I’m currently completing my final revisions on Uendelig, the first book in Dwellers of Darkness, Children of Light, an eight part series of loosely connected novellas in which young adults battle against creatures and fantastical beings from the otherworld that have crossed the void and ended up in our own. Uendelig (which will hopefully be released before the summer ends), is the story of Ragna and Sylvi, two young girls whose lives were forever changed when catastrophe tore their family apart. Now, living with their aunt in a small village in 19th century Norway, Ragna begins to change. She is distant, hostile, and has taken to carrying around a pair of viciously sharp scissors that frighten Sylvi for reasons she cannot understand. Most alarming of all, Ragna seems to want nothing more than to see Sylvi dead. The tragedy of the past must have finally driven Ragna mad. That has to be the reason, or so Sylvi tells herself. But as she digs deeper, Sylvi discovers that an ancient beast of terror and darkness is rising to finish the work begun before Sylvi was even born and claim the blood sacrifice it was denied a generation ago. But who made the devil’s bargain in the first place? And how can Sylvi—young, alone, and believing she is as useless as Ragna has always said—save her sister before The Bottomless devours them both? This excerpt is from Chapter 1: Unraveling. Enjoy!

My eyes darted toward Ragna’s lap, then up to her face, then back to her lap again, and I winced as I watched her razoring off the threads with a jackknifed blade. That ancient thing in her hand looked like a relic, something that had been dug up after being buried for hundreds of years. I had never seen her using those scissors before and wondered where she’d found them. With each tug, bits of rust flaked off one of the blades and fell against the crisp white fabric, leaving ugly red-brown stains behind. It was baffling to me that something so old and filthy was being used to mend her precious apron when I wasn’t even allowed to go near it until my hands had been practically scrubbed raw. 
My gaze shifted to the other blade. This one was polished so brilliantly that I saw half my face reflected in its surface. There was no rust to be seen on this side, no dull edge, just a ribbon of steel that shone with silver fire and tapered to a lethal point.
Ragna relaxed her grip for a second, giving me a clear view of the handles—buttery, light-capturing gold, chased with strange shapes and runes in a language that had probably not been spoken on this earth in a thousand lifetimes. And yet…the markings looked new, the grooves still fresh and deep. That was curious. What could they mean? And where on earth had Ragna found this treasure? There was no question of the scissors belonging to her. That was impossible. Even with the generous allowance Tante Jannicke gave her each month, Ragna would never have been able to afford something so old and priceless.
I thought about running, now that she seemed to have forgotten I was there, but my curiosity was too great. No matter her reaction, I had to know. “Where did you get those scissors?” I asked.
Her lips were moving, but I couldn’t hear any words. I leaned forward for a better look into her eyes, but there was no one home behind them. They were green and murky and vacant, like two pools of algae-poisoned water. I wondered if she even knew what her hands were doing.
I cleared my throat. “Hoy, Ragna?” I ventured. “Didn’t you hear me?”
“What?”
“Where did those come from?” I said, pointing at the scissors.
“I found them. And I claimed them. And there’s nothing anyone can do about it.”
“Why would they want to?” I asked, confused. “They’re just scissors. It’s not like they’re Queen Sophia’s crown jewels or anything, haha!” My teeth ground together as I snapped my mouth shut, biting off the laugh. To make such a loud noise seemed obscene in the stillness of this place, where the only sound was the eerie creak of Ragna’s blades.
She smirked and went on with her work, but that wasn’t good enough for me. I wanted an answer. I needed an answer, and felt as though my heart would explode if I didn’t get one. “They’re so ancient, maybe even centuries old. It’s not something you’re likely to come across in old Birgit’s shop.”
An aggravated sigh was the only answer I got. That should have been my cue to stay quiet. I bit my tongue to keep the burning questions from spilling out, but I had never been very good at lidding my feelings, and no matter how annoyed she was, now was certainly not the time to start battening down the hatches.
“You’ve been delving too deeply in the barrow,” I said in a voice that would have terrified a ghoul in its grave.
“Why would you say that?!” she snapped
“It was just an observation.” Good gracious, she was trembling! Maybe I should have tried scaring the truth out of her sooner.
“Well, it’s a morbid observation. Wipe that smirk off your face before I do it for you. You know perfectly well that there was never anything buried in that barrow. It’s just a mound.”
“A burial mound,” I said, giving her the sepulchral treatment again.
“Stop that right now!”
“Suit yourself.” I let it lie for a few minutes…revolving different scenarios in my mind…and then I finally saw the light.
“I know what this is all about! No wonder you’re being so secretive. Those scissors were a gift! From an admirer. Although I wouldn’t think too highly of his taste if he gave me a present like that. So, who is it, Ragna? Has Ulf finally declared himself?”
“Stop being such a child.”
“I am a child.”
“That doesn’t mean you have to be a fool.”
“So it is true?! Why else would you be so snippy?”
“Snippy? I’ll show you snippy,” she said, lunging at me.
I jerked back, but not quickly enough. A chunk of dusty red hair fluttered to the ground, catching on a sprig of crowberries. Hot tears stung my eyes, but I swiped my hand against them to keep them in their place. I wouldn’t give Ragna the satisfaction of seeing me cry.
“It’s an improvement, trust me,” she said, laughing. I shivered despite the heat, for the laugh that bubbled out of her was a mad little giggle that didn’t even sound human.
“You never know when to stop, Sylvi. You never know when the joke is no longer funny to anyone but you.” 
“I would have never done that to you,” I said. I glanced at the clump of my hair, wondering why the strands were shifting in and out of focus, like twigs sinking below the surface of the waves. Something wet trickled down my face, and I knew why.
I pawed at my cheek and clenched my teeth, determined not to give in. 
“I was only having a bit of fun. You can be so tiresome.”
“You meant to do that. Or were you trying for something worse?” I said, my voice ratcheting up an octave as a new and terrifying possibility suggested itself. What if she’d intended to put out my eye and I’d only been saved because I jerked out of the way? The loss of a few strands of hair suddenly didn’t seem like such a sacrifice.
“Oh, Sylvi, please. Come, now, enough is enough. Do make an effort and try to concentrate on finishing your side of the mending, won’t you? There’s so much work to be done. I can hardly waste the entire day sitting out here listening to your wild ramblings. Guard your tongue, Sylvi. If you’re not careful, someone will lock you up for thinking everyone is against you. That’s the first sign of madness.”
I felt a rebuke rising up inside me, but something told me to hold my peace.
The seconds ticked by, with her still hacking away at the threads. A nagging thought tugged at the back of my mind, refusing to be ignored. My resolve to stay silent had lasted all of a minute. That was long enough. I had to risk it. I had to know. “So, who did give you the scissors?”
“Will you never stop?! I already told you. I found them…”
“Found them where?”
“In a secret hiding place known only to the dead. Don’t press me, Sylvi, or I’ll send you there.”
That was a joke. It had to be. If the old Ragna had said it...
…but the old Ragna would have never said it, that was the trouble.
Silence blanketed us again. The light was fading, and before we left this spot that had always been filled with sunshine and laughter, I was determined to drag the truth out of her. She wouldn’t answer my questions, but maybe threats were a language this new Ragna would understand. “I think Tante Jannicke would find it veeery in-ter-es-ting that a girl your age has a secret beau.”
Stars exploded before my eyes as my lip was shoved into my mouth, the flesh catching in the space between my bottom teeth. I was so startled, I didn’t realize what had happened, until my tongue pushed against the skin, and I felt it rip open. Blood washed back into my mouth, gagging me into action.
I leaned over and spat it out before it could slide down my throat. One deep breath, in, out, and another… My hands shook as I braced them against the ground and tried to still my galloping heart. Finally, after more than a minute, I felt calm enough to face her.  
“What’s wrong, Sylvi dear?” she said innocently.
“Who’s the one without a conscience now?” My lip had swelled alarmingly in the seconds since she’d hit me. The pain throbbed through my whole face and made me feel as though an army of demonic little creatures had burrowed inside my head and started striking my skull with hammers. “Don’t you understand what you’ve done?”
“Oh, that.”
“Ragna!” I was too stunned to say more, too horrified to move, my ears still ringing, my body shaking more from shock than anything else.
“I told you I’d wipe that smirk off your face. Let that be a lesson to you. This is what happens to all little girls who stick their noses into other people’s business. You’ll know not to pry next time.”
“Fine,” I said, my voice so low it startled me. I didn’t even sound like myself. “Keep your secrets and your scissors and your bloody minded thoughts to yourself, for all I care.”
I didn’t expect her to suddenly apologize, but her silence was worse than the blow.
Mechanically, relentlessly, she continued to hack off those threads. Slice, tug, pop, slice, tug, pop, like bone being yanked out of a socket.
She was so focused, so determined…
And that’s when I knew that this had nothing to do with mending the apron. There was something else in her mind, an image of something with a head she was mentally trying to lop off.
Or someone….someone like…
I turned away and willed myself to leave that thought in the dark where it belonged.
The time had come to escape. Blood pounded in my ears, magnifying the sound of each sliver of grass that slapped against my legs as I eased away from her. Just a little bit closer…but I should have known this new Ragna would never let me go so easily.
Before I could move another inch, she skewered me with a stare that knocked the will straight out of me. Terror staked me to the spot. I sat frozen, not breathing, pleading with her in my mind to look away and free me from her Gorgon eyes.  
“Oh, Sylvi, don’t look so horrified,” said Ragna, wrinkling her nose at me. “It had to be done. You needed to be taught to respect your elders.”
“Elders? You? You’re fourteen years old!”
“That’s old enough to discipline a nosy little hellion like you. Sometimes, Sylvi, force is the only thing wayward animals understand. My actions were entirely necessary…”
“And will the accident that ends my life be necessary, too?”
She was stunned! I’d done it! I’d finally shocked her as badly as she’d shocked me. Her hand spasmed, the scissors snapping shut on air. If she hadn’t been so quick, hadn’t moved in time, her little finger would have been severed.
She looked down at her hand with a curious expression in her eyes, then the shock seemed to wear off and she was back to her calm and collected new self. Why did my victories never last more than five seconds? “An accident, really,” she said airily. “If I were to kill you, I would have done it ages ago. And I can assure you it would have been no accident. But murder is a sin…”
“And ten times more damning than suicide,” I added, to drive home the point.
“You’re so right. I have absolutely no intention of going to Hell for you. But there are other ways of keeping my soul unblemished and still getting the result that would benefit us all. There are other means to achieving an end. I could always call in a third party.”
“What…” but my question was never asked.
Ragna had started to hum.
All anger and fear was pushed aside as I recognized the melody that always made me think of a mist-shrouded castle in the sky. Her voice dropped low to catch hold of the first note, then spun upward and came down again, rolling like a wave over the peaks and valleys of the music I had loved for as long as there had been life within me. This was our lullaby, our song, more comforting than the warm blanket Ragna wrapped around me when I screamed myself out of my night terrors.
The words danced in my mind’s eye as I swayed back and forth to the melody.
Little bear, little bear, do you hear me? How wonderfully warm is your fur. In your arms I sleep tight, in my mind dreams take flight, as we rock on the edge of the night.
I opened my eyes, ready to join in. How could she be lost to me if she still remembered this? She was still Ragna, my sister.
“Sing, Ragna.”
“Little bear, little bear, can you hear me? Draw near and attend to my song. See her veins are so plump, one quick snip and she’ll jump, and the earth will run red with her blood.”
I stared at her in horror. What had she done? How could she have done this? She’d butchered our song, twisted it into something thorny and evil, bent it into a lullaby fit for the children of Hell itself. 
I tried to swallow, but my throat had gone dry. Fire burned across my shoulders—my muscles as taut as a fisherman’s line. My hands were balled into fists. When I finally forced my fingers to uncurl, bits of earth fell to the ground. I looked down in wonder. How could I have dug into the grass without feeling anything?
She was trying to scare me out of my mind.
And she was succeeding.
Icy fingers wormed their way into my heart. I rocked back on my heels. No matter that my legs were weak, that my mind felt as though it had split in two, I had to get out of here.
“Take one more step and I will make sure you never walk again. I can just as easily snip a tendon as a vein.”
Her gibbering laugh ricocheted off the trees. I cringed at the sound and the reality that went along with it. For the first time that day, I considered the possibility that my sister was insane.
She had always looked so innocent, so pure. Her hair was like a glorious red waterfall flowing out behind her. Her emerald eyes captured people’s attention the minute she walked into a room. Even her freckles were an asset, unlike mine, which people often took for scars left over from an attack of German measles.
I used to think she looked like an angel. 
She was no angel now.
The sun glinting wickedly off that razor-sharp blade brought me back to my new reality.  Ragna’s mesmerizing eyes were dancing. What was she thinking? I shuddered as my mind conjured up a vision of her stabbing the scissors into my back. 
“What did you think of my song?”
“I think you’re mad, completely barking mad, and I don’t want to have anything to do with you.”
“Oh, Sylvi, I was only funning.”
“Funning… No, Ragna. You were dead serious.”
“That’s where you’re wrong, my dear girl. If I were, I would have sent someone to finish you off years ago.”
At those words, I fell back onto the grass.
A secret smile skittered across her face.
“What are you talking about?”
“The Bottomless.”